Tuesday, August 23, 2011

ME OVER SUPER JUNIOR HIATUS

this..

I know now why Eunhyuk look so sad yesterday even when SJ win their first Inkigayo award for Mr Simple. I know now why Eunhyuk give the winning speech and not their leader. I know now why kyuhyun, who usually stand at the back, comes forward and stand next to Eunhyuk. I know now why leeteuk stands at the corner and making his usual fake-smile-to-hide-sadness to the camera. I know why heechul stands behind and so far from everyone. It make sense now... In 9 days they will become 9 instead of 10 people and soon enough it would be 8. ELFs need to get ready. The most hurtful day will come soon. Be strong SJ! Be strong ELF!

Take off with full Cr: Akma Nafeera

and this..

cant say rite now, im totally sad, n my tears keep dropping.. soon sj will be 8 for two years, except, if within tht time, kangin n kibum comeback. its really painful when Hangeng out from sj, kibum stop for a while from sj, n kangin went to army.. now its more painful n sad when two most 'hyung' in the group will go to army... no more good nite kiss for all member, no more good morning pillow fight to them.. no more the most powerful shouted words from leader "wuli super juni-or!" when they introduced themselves and no more shouted "bo??" from heenim when the youngest call his name....

Take off with full Cr: Safiah Rahim

after reading these and those other words on heenim's, teuk's and perhaps other suju member enlistment..
I've been trying hard not to burst out in tears..
i love SJ so much..

u see.. in this pic..


the complete 13..
all i could imagine right now is every single person disappearing..
1 by 1 from their seats till all that left is empty space..
i just don't know why..
it just happened..
its not like we are not going to see them again right..??
but this really hurt me too much..
its barely 1 and a half year i started to know them..
it just..
feel so short..
and it doesn't feel right..
damn..!
i'm trembling..
everything around me started to feel so wrong..
now they are leaving..
even they are temporarily leaving..
i could barely accept it..
this so sudden news on heenim really pricked me so deep..
i don't know how deep i'm going to hurt when its leeteuk's turn to leave us..

i'm forever crying...
even if it just my heart who speak..

dear oppadeul..
i'll be waiting for you..
like forever..


oppa..
can i cry with u now??

ELF fighting..!


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