Sunday, August 28, 2011

ME OVER TEARS AND PROMISE

today..
he did it again..
pricking the already deep cut in my heart..


only with his pure tears..
since from the start..
teuks have been my ultimate bias..
seeing his tears is like seeing my own blood flowing from my deep wound..
lately..
even seeing his cute face making me sad..


let alone this tears of his..


its pricking me..
deeply..


even seeing these two beautiful smile..
i could just let my own tears flow..
just like that..


uri heenim..
take care..
just..
take care..
comeback perfectly as u leave..


uri cheonsa-nim..
your turn will reach soon..
no matter what..
please comeback safely..


hey u two..
please do take care of yourselves..


with this..
i officially promise..
i..
as one of the thousands ELF..
promise that..
i will wait for both of u..
not just both of u..
till the rest of Super Junior return to be together again as 1..
and also with this..
i promise..
i will stay devoted only to Super Junior..
and only will stay in this fandom called..
EverLasting Friend..
(ELF)
till the very end..


ELF
till the very end

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Friday, August 26, 2011

ME OVER KARAOKE

CHECK.. CHECK.. MIC CHECK..


hurmm...

its been quite some times since the last time i hold the mic..
haha..
mcm la dlu keje penyanyi..
smlm beta blk lmbt sbb...
err..
g karaoke..
haha..
lama xpecahkn sore..
klu customer dgr suara beta tetibe seksi hr ni..



ni lh sbb die..
mueeheehee..



ni..
ni lah teman2 karok beta..
chumil chumil belaka..
even ni 1st time beta karok ngn dorg ni..
serious.. 
xrasa awkward pn..
beta tibai je nyanyi jerit2..
hahaha..
sore hancor giler..
tp lantak ah..
janji seronok..



iza.. nurul.. unnie ira..
sorry sbb reveal pic2 kite ni..
vid bakal menyusul..
tp nt sy edit dlu..
ngeeee~


btw..
this is me..
ok bye..

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Wednesday, August 24, 2011

ME OVER LEETEUK's HANDSOME FACE

SORRY..
JUST WANT TO SHARE MY FAVORITE PIC OF TEUKS..
HE IS JUST MY DEFINITION OF PERFECTION


this kid.. miss him doing hair like this..


me like this angle.. 
it just flawless..



hi kid.. where's your mom??


can't really read that eyes..
smiling eyes..
or its actually tearing..






that dimple..




hey girl.. wanna hang out..??






he is just... flawless...



teuks ahjusshi..
i miss you already..
~forever crying~



 oh..! hi ming..

~ bye ~

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

ME OVER SUPER JUNIOR HIATUS

this..

I know now why Eunhyuk look so sad yesterday even when SJ win their first Inkigayo award for Mr Simple. I know now why Eunhyuk give the winning speech and not their leader. I know now why kyuhyun, who usually stand at the back, comes forward and stand next to Eunhyuk. I know now why leeteuk stands at the corner and making his usual fake-smile-to-hide-sadness to the camera. I know why heechul stands behind and so far from everyone. It make sense now... In 9 days they will become 9 instead of 10 people and soon enough it would be 8. ELFs need to get ready. The most hurtful day will come soon. Be strong SJ! Be strong ELF!

Take off with full Cr: Akma Nafeera

and this..

cant say rite now, im totally sad, n my tears keep dropping.. soon sj will be 8 for two years, except, if within tht time, kangin n kibum comeback. its really painful when Hangeng out from sj, kibum stop for a while from sj, n kangin went to army.. now its more painful n sad when two most 'hyung' in the group will go to army... no more good nite kiss for all member, no more good morning pillow fight to them.. no more the most powerful shouted words from leader "wuli super juni-or!" when they introduced themselves and no more shouted "bo??" from heenim when the youngest call his name....

Take off with full Cr: Safiah Rahim

after reading these and those other words on heenim's, teuk's and perhaps other suju member enlistment..
I've been trying hard not to burst out in tears..
i love SJ so much..

u see.. in this pic..


the complete 13..
all i could imagine right now is every single person disappearing..
1 by 1 from their seats till all that left is empty space..
i just don't know why..
it just happened..
its not like we are not going to see them again right..??
but this really hurt me too much..
its barely 1 and a half year i started to know them..
it just..
feel so short..
and it doesn't feel right..
damn..!
i'm trembling..
everything around me started to feel so wrong..
now they are leaving..
even they are temporarily leaving..
i could barely accept it..
this so sudden news on heenim really pricked me so deep..
i don't know how deep i'm going to hurt when its leeteuk's turn to leave us..

i'm forever crying...
even if it just my heart who speak..

dear oppadeul..
i'll be waiting for you..
like forever..


oppa..
can i cry with u now??

ELF fighting..!


ME OVER LAGU JIWANG

ME SOMEHOW SO LOVE THIS SONG..
YEAH.. SOMEHOW SO LOVE..

the voice..
the melody..
the lyric..
it just sounded so.. right..

3 SUARA - BERIBU SESALAN (Jaclyn Ning Shila)

Ku susuri malam ini
Yang tidak berbintang sunyi sepi
Juga rembulan dah menghilang
Dalam kelam ku sendiri

Ku mencari hembus bayu
Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu
Kini membisu dalam sayu
Tidak ku temu suaramu

Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi
Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi

Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu


Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini
Diiringi kisah janji dimungkiri
Dimungkiri

Sia-sia ku mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu
Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu

Sia-siaku mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu
Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu

Beribu sesalanku

3 SUARA - BERIBU SESALAN MV

Sunday, August 21, 2011

ME OVER MY DAILY LIFE

ORANG RAMAI MACAM ULAT

semalam..
on the date 20/08/2011
me pegi tlg jaga kedai kt jalan tar..
i was happily walking with my headphone on
smpai la nmpak satu lorong ni...
me like..
sbb org giler ramai..
klu tgk skali imbas dah mcm ulat bergelumang..
tetibe jadi takut..
cpat2 me take off headphone n msukn dlm beg..
jalan pn cam cuak..
*even me xmasuk pn lorong2 tu.. hehe..*

ada few nice n bad things happen spanjang dok kt jalan tar uh..
1st.. best sbb me jmp this cute ELF.. die tgur sbb me accidently tersebut 'chakamanyo' *btl ke eja??* time nk carik anak tudung yg dia nk..
die trus tny..
'layan korea jgk ke..??'
me jwb..
'org minat super junior je..'
dia pn jwb dia pn minat..
tp sbb nk SPM..
parents die banned die from bli album n such..
poor her..
bl tau die pn minat suju..
ape lg..
trus tny ade twitter or fb..
die ambk me pny e-mail..
n there she is..
kt fb n twitter..
another cute dongsaeng to hang with.. hehe..

2nd best thing..
jmp someone from poli dlu..
my hoobae.. *skali lg.. btl ke eja??*
die ambk nombor tepon n e-mail sbb nk contact2..
serious..
dak ni pn cute..
hehe..
me dikelilingi oleh org2 yg cute..
*happy*
sape rasa die cute.. anda la org yg beta maksudkn

3rd best thing.. hmm.. byk mamat henshem lalu lalang..
cuci mate je la beta kt situ..
*gatal*

ok.. byk lg kot yg best.. tp yg 1st ngn yg 2nd tu yg paling best la..
stakat ni..

since da nk dekat raye..
org dtg kdai makin ramai..
xde mase nk rehat sgt..
kaki bengkak2.. ye la.. bdn besar nk diri lama2..
tp nk bt cmner..
pasrah je la..
hope gaji dpt lbey sket buln ni..
dpt la order album oppadeul lbey sket..
*klu de lbey.. hehe..*

dlm mase yg same.. waktu tgh keje kt jalan tar tu..
de bdk kdai sblh ni..
xsuke die..!!
sape nk tau knp beta xsuke die..
nt beta ctr..
dh la gedik..
eeee...!!!

disebabkn org ramai giler smlm..
beta tutup kedai pkul 1 pagi..
hebat x..??
beta smpai umah dekat pkul 3pagi..
thats why hr ni beta cam pening2 lalat ngn penat..
rasa nk demam pn ye..
 tp ape2 je lh..
janji happy keje..
sbb my co-worker tu pn comel..
haha..
*shh..! nt die tau me ckp die comel..*

hurmm..
tu je kot..

BTW..

hr ni birthday uri KIM KIBUM kn??
hehe..


happy birthday my chingu...!!!!!
*sebab die lahir same tahun dgn beta*


21/08 actually birthday my niece jgk..


ni.. dalam pic ni my niece..
nama dia..
amelia farisha..
me suke pggl die PALLI..
tp family pggl die Eisya..
beta sorg je yg pggl die palli.. sbb sonok..
haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PALLI..!!!

kejut beta pepagi mtk hadiah..
since beta sgt busy.. blk smlm pn pkul 3 pagi..
xde mase beta nk prepare hadiah..
sorry palli..!
hehe..
nt la beta carikn die hadiah..
birthday kibum kita..
super junior kibum same dgn birthday my niece
n birthday beta sama dengan birthday kibum kesayangn my niece..


kibum kesayangn my niece...

ok... tu je..

end of another crappy post from me..

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Friday, August 19, 2011

ME OVER THE LEADER AND SUCH

THE ONLY LEADER THAT I RESPECT
Park Jung-su [박정수]


Leeteuk

이특

July 1st 1983
the special day in history 
which was the day a special person born to be the best leader on earth
he is the definition of special himself
let alone the definition of his stage name
and he is
my definition of perfection
forever my definition of perfection


the first person that caught my heart
me so like cute person
that dimple of his really making me crazy ><


just nk share..
rasa sedih giler bile pk nt teuks akn masuk army..
even klu ming yg pegi..
i think i'm not gonna be as sad as this..
rather than saying i like teuks..
its more like the feeling of having to let go your first love..
*delusional me.. hehe..*


~my two favourite bias~
+
die ni


somewhat somehow..
i'll cry along if i witness drops of tears flowing on our oppadeul cheeks..
as for teuks..
hati ni rasa sakit bl tgk teuks nanges..
nk compare dgn rasa sedih..
its more like my heart being pricked by sharp things..
just in all direction if i see any tears of teuks..
*teruk ke sy??*
*tp sy xkesa sbb sy syg teuks saya*

~uljima uri jagi~

after i read few words from other Super Junior members on him
me rasa makin syg kt teuks
he is my bias
my ultimate bias
forever my ultimate bias
die dah face too much to get to this level
SUPER JUNIOR have face too much to get to this level


 jangan lupe ngn dak 2org ni
uri zhoury


they deserve what they have right now
me so love them
zhoury pn already face too much to get to this level
they so deserve ELF's love

ok..!!
*kang aku nanges plak klu citer pnjg2*

back to teuks

hensem kn pak cik ni

xtau la cmner bley syg sgt kt pak cik nih
pak cik..
nanti g army
jaga diri elok2 k..
makan biar ckup
tembam sket xpe
janji sehat
n rehat biar ckup tau

ME LOVE U FOREVER..!


me gladly will say this
"i never regret to dissolve myself into SUPER JUNIOR world"


dah xtau nk cakap ape
me just sayang SUPER JUNIOR
and the leader
like
FOREVER....!!!


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